Kaleidoscope

Kaleidoscope

Nothing is real in this world. It’s a perspective we all have. Even we aren’t what we think we are, it’s just a perspective of us for time being.  We all have our very own kaleidoscope. We all carry bits of pieces of love, hate, anger, sorrow, ego, jealousy, spirituality within us. And as light falls on these broken pieces, it reflects for a while. Yes just for a while, then the kaleidoscope rotates and a new shard shines. Every time a new pattern is revealed to us, a new insight of those broken pieces is highlighted, a new revelations of our own self which we never knew existed. Some of our streaks baffle us, surprise us, shock us, but all of them always existed, they were just waiting for certain moment, a certain time for the pieces to fall in that pattern.  And when the pattern forms, a new dimension of our personality is unveiled, which puzzles ourselves more than it confuses others.

Just imagine yourself, standing amidst of those patterns. For the viewer it’s a beautiful array of colors and shapes grouped together. But the one who is trapped within this abstract patterns its daunting and an impossible escape beyond it. The feeling where you know there is just darkness beyond these reflected lights, yet the plethora of these colors is so strong that you prefer the darkness instead. And one struggles and strives to step outside but until you find the end, the design changes and yet again a new battle begins.

And then the times in your life where you are tempted to break this kaleidoscope of your life and just disintegrate those little pieces. Hold them instead in your palms and identify ourselves without them. Then find your new identify, have a new definition in their absence. As you held each single piece each pattern that you have lived with, it comes to life again, but now you are just an onlooker of that image. An image in which you were once trapped and where once you cried to be set free from. While holding the little pieces in your hand you wonder why it overpowered to such a great extent, that you have now destroyed the whole kaleidoscope of your life. You are free from that pattern, but somewhere losing a connection with your own inner self. Or is this new found you, is a new revelation a new perspective for your own image?

Untamed Mind…

Untamed Mind…

Have you ever experienced that moment. The moment where you don’t feel any pain , any happiness , any grief , any content  , any desire , any chaos … It’s as if the world around you is moving and you are still , just still ,alive , with sensibility of what’s happening around but a stillness within you . It’s not calmness, the turmoil of all compounded thoughts from elements of emotions, ambitions, limitations, helplessness still exists; but as if all these factors have now synthesized to form a synergy. A synergy which is slowly expanding within yourself .A synergy where one is connected with existence of these integrated elements and more aware of forthcoming challenges but a synergy that brings together all unconnected molecules together and stabilizes you momentarily. Where you stop differentiating between good or bad, joy or sorrow, and a state where you are just an observer of your own actions, contributing without any reflections or contemplation of own.  Synergy the word Syn meaning together and energy; togetherness of all your energies. Energies that instead of working separate work together in unison.